𝒟ℰ𝒱ℒ𝒪𝒞𝒦 🔜 MFF, F2

Never dating an avoidant again… I am so tired. It was never an attack. It was a plead to finally fight together. Not alone with the pain. I am tired of making the feelings of others everything while my emotions are an inconvenience because I’m not providing what I usually do.

I appreciate all my friends worrying about me and noticing I haven’t been exactly my normal self despite me trying to hide it. Truth is I haven’t been very okay lately and I do apologize for being bland and/or short spoken. I do appreciate your patience with me.

My skateboard can be gay. Be jealous.

He’s a good boy once you get to know him. Don’t let his stare fool you.

It’s not been great lately but the pet store blessed me this bed for $80. This is now my new bed.

Play?

Jump jump jump around

Something I always struggle with. Don’t ruin yourself for people who aren’t willing to put themselves in as much as you are. Both as friendly and romantic relationships. Does not matter how much of yourself you put in and more is not always right. It always requires two people.

The same people who don’t notice you destroying yourself trying to salvage something are the same people who will blame you when your battery runs out and you can no longer give without receiving. They care about what you provide. Not you. Getting them to care is pointless.

The holy trinity.

POV: You approach the back of a dragon

Throwback to the time when I wanted to get out of suit and my friends kidnapped me, threw me in their car, drove to dollar general, placed me in a shopping cart, and took me through the store.

I’ll be at AQF and I will be DJing the closing set on Saturday! Come say hi both at the con and Rave ^^

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RT @AprilSpaniel: @DevlockDaDragon was nyoomin so fast it was hard to catch them at FANG.

I feel like a disposable vape. I give and I am happy to give but when I lose the juice and don’t provide what I use to, I get tossed. During that time, it wasn’t cared how I was treated and there is no refilling. When I become useless and have nothing else to give, I’m tossed.

RT @emmyxtweets: I knew you were struggling too and I tried so many times to understand that. I was patient because I knew you were fighting battles I couldn’t see. I never expected you to have everything figured out and I never wanted to make your pain about me. But sometimes, I wished you would realise that your actions were hurting me too. It’s not easy being treated coldly by someone you care about. It’s not easy being pushed away, wondering what you did wrong and crying over someone when all you ever wanted was to show them that you were there, that you cared, that you weren’t going anywhere. Maybe that’s why it hurts so much. Because when I was the one struggling, I never made you feel like you were too much. I never wanted you to question whether you were loved just because I was hurting. I understood your pain. I just wish you had noticed mine too. Because I was trying so hard to hold space for everything you were going through while quietly breaking over the way you were treating me.

I guess I am not dead enough so I’ll be going to Fang after Prey XD

Zeph got an upgrade on his boat!

I had to do the trend because it was too perfect for me 😭