"Fame is a terrible metric of success."
This is all true. Even the part that
@tszzl calls "mental illness." I'm patient
#1 of all that.
My former partner, Shel Israel, warned me "fame can kill you" years ago. And he was right. I've seen it destroy people.
Living life in the public eye is something I've done for decades. Had a column in the computer programming magazine I worked for back in the 1990s. And a column at school newspapers back in the late 1980s.
@biz, who started this website, says that I'm the first influencer. Was the first to have 1,000 followers here on X, for instance.
And it has led to a glorious life, except for when I was shamed for my behavior at parties. Having your worst behavior on the front of USA Today and the New York Times is something I don't wish on my worst enemy.
That said, Grok now knows how I think. And knows me better than I know myself. Which is a big advantage to having my Grok Bots look out for me and do tasks on my behalf.
To me the luxury of privacy isn't that you wouldn't know what I'm doing, thinking, or acting on, but that I wouldn't need to care about it anymore.
Which, I still do.
The worse problem is the addiction that comes from watching all of you ship new things, and talk on X about them.
If someone said "here's $10 million to give both things up" I'm sure I'd try to go live in a forest somewhere and never check X again.
But my brain would go insane for a while in such a situation.
That said, fame has many benefits.
I've gotten to tour the world, visited things that most people will never be able to do. Neil Young took me into his studio, for instance. I've been on the decks of aircraft carriers. Most of the 4,000 people underneath never could do that even though they live on the ship. I've been to prisons, sewage treatment plants, and many people's homes around the world.
The thing I love, all the way back to being a kid, is seeing new things and meeting the people building them.
In an hour I'm having dinner with another.
All because of my fame.
When I got my job at Microsoft everyone knew I was there. It was one reason why I was able to interview 600 people, from Bill Gates and Steve Ballmer, down to the HR person who drives candidates around on their job interviews.
No one has been able to duplicate that since. In fact, I don't know anyone who has been able to do that inside a major company since either.
This is why I join so many spaces. Love talking with people about things I've seen, companies I've visited, people I've met, and what it all means.
Thank you. My life is a lot better with you than without you. And if I'm a little insane once in a while, well, now you know. There is a lot of insanity in my head. :-)